THANKS...

I want to share with you my experience in a training, it was not easy, in fact it was so hard for me, because I had a lot of garbage in my mind, like in the movie that I saw the other day. I am grateful to have met great people. Now they are special people for me. And I would like to see them in the future, share with they every dynamic that the coaches put us, was crazy, celebrated my imaginary birthday,  was a great experience for me, it showed me that in the world still have good people willing to give love and company when someone needs, that day I felt loved, accepted, and I understood that I have not valued all the love that I have received across my life. That was very shocking for me. When we went to give hugs, I was very happy because it had only seen on TV and always thought it would be really cool to do so, and  it was great. 

And the rest of the dynamics had a possitive effect on my , that make me think not only in my but also in other people. At this moment I feel great emotion, because I am fulfilling my personal goal to write my experience, but in english, I  wanted to learn this language, since I was in college, I let my desire to die, like many things in my life, and I missed the opportunity to enjoy many things, like running. Now I am starting to recognize in my a woman that I had forgotten, I have a decree to me and the world: I am a strong, brave and determined woman.

I want to say Thanks for your support, by the words, for help me to face my fears, for making me see, that I tell you stories and then I want to sell you, thank you for this experience. Now you are in my heart.

Who am I?

I am a woman, who lives in Monterrey Mexico, I am from Oaxaca  a state of Mexico, I have three brothers, the oldest is Hugo, the youngest is Fermin, and the other is Filemon. My parents live in Oaxaca, I have many nieces and nephews, unfortunately I have not a close relationship with my uncles, My favorite cousin is called Florentino, who is a great fighter defending their beliefs and values, my best friend is Luis Eduardo, who always puts me in my place when he see I'm doing wrong and who has been for over 15 years on the lookout for my welfare, and of course my dear friend Juliana San, who is in the land of the hobbits with her dear husband Scott, and my super beloved husband Uriel, whom I consider the best man I've ever known, supports me, struggles to understand his crazy wife, he calm when I'm about to explode, and especially makes me laugh, thank God to put it in my way. And what about me?  I am a woman grateful for the blessings I receive each day, occasionally I fall and then I get up, sometimes I have fear, sometimes I allow myself to dream, often allow myself to mourn, rarely give myself permission to cry, I'm an idealist, I am good friend, I'm very good confident, sometimes I lose, sometimes I find,  I try to be a good wife, a good daughter and I would like to someday be a good mother, sometimes I'm envious, sometimes I am compassionate, I believe in God, believe in los angeles, I think there's good people and good intentions in the world, I believe in good friends and I would have liked to believe in los Reyes Magos, I love day of the dead, I'm proud of my grandmother and my parents, I would like to learn playing guitar, be a good cook. Well, maybe you know me and you can say something more about me ...

Germany Champion. 

I know nothing of football, I only know that there are two teams, two goals, a place for play, people who love football, a ball, an arbitrator, and sometimes passion for the sport. Today Germany is a champion team, world champion. I watched the final match, and at first I slept, nothing happened, there was no goals and just looked distraught faces through the television, the game was almost over and nothing, zero to zero the counter, then began the first overtime, and then the second, and more that watch the game I started to see guys who were playing passionately, giving everything to gain, I do not know what was the name boy with the shirt with number seven team in Germany, but I saw that he received shock unsportsmanlike and attitude to give the best during all the game never change, this guy really inspired me, if they had lost the game, who would have the courage to reclaim him something?, for me it was a clear example of giving everything until end, despite all, fall, rise, fall and rise back again, this would be the way for play the game of life ... congratulations guys Germans.

Special generation...

We are living a fast change in the world, in all the ways, specially the technology, I grew up with typewriter, fax, no cellphone, computers with screen amber and green, flexible disc storage, printers point, I learned MS-DOS,  I was thrilled with the Bannermania, I loved the pacman, I studied in a library, I  really like the smell of a book that can be touched, I played in the street with my friends, we invented games when we did not have toys, we did not have cable system at home, we used cassettes to listen music, I saw videos on vhs format, I had a walkman, I played with kites, with cars, marbles. And all those things seem as if they really were old, if your age is over thirty you know what I'm talking. And we have seen a quickly change in a few years, the touch cellphone, fast internet, facebook, twitter, high capacity storage, high definition, flat screens,  audiobooks, schools on line, this has allowed an early communication, but I think that we have lost the true comunication, I have seen families in the restaurant eat together but each with a cellphone, in facebook, watsApp, with tablets, and they do not communicate. People have imaginary friends in facebook. I think we have to find a balance in how to use the technology without losing real human relationships. The technology is really good, thanks to her I can know how my friends are on another continent and I love it. 
We are a generation that can talk since a vinyl disk to mp3 in usb, super slow  to really fast internet.
Any way, I am just speaking...

MEXICAN 

Mexicans are very unique people, we have a wide variety of culture, good food, good drink and good pachangas, the world identifies us by Cielito lindo, the mariachi, charro hat, we are a country full of machos.  As every country we have regionalisms and idioms that only a Mexican can understand, I found the following: 

The Mexican does not get drunk: Se pone bien jarra!!
The Mexican does not greet: Dice que onda guey!!
The Mexican has no friends: Tiene hermanos!!
The Mexican does not fall: Se da un Chingadazo!!
The Mexican does not convince: Tira choro mareador!!
The Mexican does not bother: Se encabrona!!
The Mexican does not suffer from diarrhea: le da chorrillo!!
The Mexican does not play soccer: se hecha una cascarita!!
The Mexican does not work: jala, va por la papa!!
The Mexican does not dance: mueve el bote!!
The Mexican does not buy a bottle of liquor, rum, etc: va por el chupe!!
The Mexican does not fail: la caga!!
The Mexican no runs: va en chinga loca!!
The Mexican does not take naps: se hecha una jetita!!
The Mexican do not say is difficult: dice està cabron!!
The Mexican is not going fast: va hecho madre!!
The Mexican does not ask for a ride: pide un aventon!!
The Mexican is not a cheerful kind: es poca madre!!
The Mexican is not a terrible guy: es un chingon!!

Yes it is true, the mexicans use bad words, but it is part of us, but we are not only bad words, we are people querendona, luchona, sabrosona, we are happy people, with problems as all the rest of the world, but with a special charisma, with tequila, garnachas, tacos, mezcal, tlayudas, tortillas, tepache, chapulines, etc...

 Be happy.

Everyone wants to be happy, everybody seeks happiness like a hidden treasure, what looked everywhere, at work, with family, with friends, with the things we can buy, and it looks like a search unattainable, however we put attention on things that seem more important to have the best car, the best house, the best job, and we think that happiness can give us satisfaction, yet when we get what we want and this feeling only lasts a few moments again and are already looking else. At school we learn things scientific, mathematics, algebra and stuff, but no classes to cope with life, how to take an attitude towards certain issues, such as assimilate certain feelings, etc.. There is no doubt that life is a school, and many are still in elementary school, a few other graduate from college, and only a few are in doctorate. So happiness is not looking, is within us, however we are so used to just look what's out and we are not aware that they we are the very source of happiness, with our thoughts, our actions, and attitude we have to deal with life ...

The things that I want for me...

I want to get up every day, grateful for the life that I have, be able for see all the blessings, I want to have the satisfaction of having done something good every day with my skills, I want to make my life a purpose. I want to be a mother who offer quality and time to my kids, I want to bring them to school, help them with their homeworks, love them and hug them every day as if it were the last day in my life, I want passion for the things that  I do, I want a big house with a large garden in the back, I want large windows and look through them to my kids playing with his father. I want to have vacation time yearly, I want to meet new places, I want to meet good people with good intentions. I want to see me happy and satisfied, I want to be part of something really important... 
Universe...listen to me.. I am ready, ready for the success, ready to take the reins of my life, ready for meet positive people, ready for learn, I am ready for have a beautiful family. I ask to the universe:  put on my way  everything that I need to achieve my highest purposes  and  my highest welfare.